Serious question
I’m debating taking CLA pills to help burn more fat and build lean muscle, I was just wondering if anyone else has used them and if they’re any good, feel free to inbox me!
"I AM losing 10lbs no matter what."
Of Course…
Studying in Dunkin Doughnuts today some attractive guy walks in and I get distracted. He then comes over to ask me if the red mustang is mine before telling me he is the guy that lives right across the street from me. Turns out he’s a transfer, a math major, drives a truck, listens to country and is cute as hell. Had I known that sooner he would have been the PERFECT cuddle buddy dammit.
… Good thing today’s my last day. Leave it to me to find a guy I would like to get to know on the last day of school. FML.
Best Mood Ever
Just finished 2 finals, one more to go and I’m home and can put this semester from hell behind me! God words cannot describe how anxious I am to be back home and working and not dealing with this crap. I wish my last final was tomorrow so I could get this over with but at least now I have tomorrow for packing and tanning then Wednesday studying before the final, taking the final and freedom is mineeeee!
TMI post
Stress eating sucks
PMS eating sucks even harder
But now I get to experience both at the same time for the first time… PMS eating + Stress Eating = The devil is residing in my stomach
"Love is about quality not quantity"
Deep Reflections
After reflecting on my past to explain what it is about love and relationships that I just can’t do and I’ve come to several conclusions….
- Incidents in my family both past and current made me realize just because someone claims to love you doesn’t mean they wont just get up and leave
- I’m way too independent and Im scared I’ll lose some of that in a relationship and the guy will leave me and I’ll forget how to be independent.
- I still feel broken after the traumatic experience I went though freshman year of high school
- The same traumatic experience made me feel like I’ll never be good enough, and I can’t forgive myself for some of what happened in my past even though it was 6 years ago.
- I wouldn’t blame someone rejecting me and if rejection happens its only going to prove to me I’m not good enough.
All of which probably explain my wanting to be in a relationship but when things start heading in that direction I become afraid and stop with the whole process.
Somethings are clearly better off not being throughly thought though….
